I know an European girl who speaks my native tongue for profession. She seems only interested in talking to me when she needs help for her essay. Doesn't mind not hiding that at all. Isn't that nasty? I can live without women and sex. But I've been really considering choosing to be gay... Two things that made me delve on that:

  1. Listening to Bathory, the Swedish band that invented Black Metal, where the vocalist was gay.
  2. Watching the American Pie The Wedding's scene in which Stifler dances at the gay club. (This scene is so innocent and hot at the same time, that makes me see beauty in men)