I went on 3 dates this week and I would say I only found 1 woman genuinely attractive, and 1 that I would date (if given the chance).

I kiss closed with all of them. One of them texted me the next day telling me they had a lot of fun. I responded with a nice "likewise :)". I'm not going to pursue her, she's here on a visa and is leaving in a few days.

The 2nd one didn't answer my text the following day. So I guess that's a dud right? lol. Next...

The 3rd one I texted the next day. We were texting lightly back and forth for a little until she went ghost on me late in the afternoon. So I don't know what's going to happen with that one, but we'll see...

I found 2 of these women on Tinder and the other one on OkCupid. The reason i'm feeling frustrated is because I feel like i'm eating junk food. I wasn't excited to be with either one of them (maybe just one), and looks wise they were all 5's-6's. After dating for 3 days straight I think i'm tired of it.

Dating is suppose to be fun, but i'm not having fun with any of these women. I feel like I can only attract 4's, 5's, and 6's, but nobody that I can really enjoy being with.

My plate is this short overweight Dominican girl who's away on holiday right now. I think she really likes me, but I would never be in an LTR with her. Only reason I keep her around is because she's cool to talk to, she sucks a mean cock, and I have nothing else right now.

My best friend (who's SMV isn't much higher than mines) is dating a girl who's a former go-go dancer but is now an accountant for a major company. She's cool to be around, hot as fuck, and down for anything (according to my friend).

Women of quality have never been into me, so I guess that's no surprise. I don't know what to do anymore.

I dated so I can find someone better than my ex, but I was wrong. I couldn't. She was right, I can't do better than her. Now I have to swallow that for the rest of my life while i'm out on dates with "Ms. Doesn't Excite Me" and "Ms. Overweight".

But, whatever...