I'm not going to sugar coat this and say that I am happy, I have cried several times the pass couple of days. This is far from easy and what I've read on this sub. But I want to become a stronger man mentally, philosophically, and physically. So to help myself deal with the loneliness for the time being and move forward, I have bought a harmonica. The sound and emotions I hear/feel when I watch videos brings me to feel things I do not normally feel. So I am starting a hobby, going my own way. I also purchased a webcam and mic to start streaming on RPAN to help me with learning/tracking my harmonic playing. Also I hope it will be some form of therapy. Hope to see some of you there. I would love some advice or tips if anyone has any. About the harmonica or relationships in general. For reference I am 29M and have only been with 2 women in the last 8 years. My first relationship almost 3 years and this past one almost 5.
