I dont have any friends and i swore off women. I think people would never believe that just by looking at me. Im attractive, friendly, and a hard worker. I am turning 27 next month.

Iv been MGTOW for about 5 years now. I havnt so much as kissed a woman in that time. If i can be real, its just so exhausting to be avoiding women all day everyday. Like i feel repulsed when a woman shows interest which is everyday. I get tired of having to pull away and avoid them wherever i go.Honestly its not even that im sexually frustrated, its the fact that i feel like i dont have a connection, understanding, relationship with anyone. Sometimes i sit and fantasize about having a loving relationship. But i know the reality. Iv never had an issue attracting women, ever since i was a kid women have liked me. I dont even really have to try honestly. Im saying this because its not like im an incel.

All of this is really starting to weigh on me. Sometimes i think " is this life style really for me? Should i start fucking chicks? Are they really all the same? Or can i maybe find someone who will be loyal?

Do you think there is women out there who can control themselves and not give in to hypergamy? To there true nature? Is there women who will stick with you because you are best friends? Because your relationship is so beyond the physical? Can she possibly understand that she wants to fuck other men but wouldnt do it because her emotions and urges dont rule her?

What do you guys think?