My last toxic five years long relationship ended last December, I was fucked up all the way to quarantine then this cute girl came to my life. She fills my life with her smile and listen to everything I ask for. After my narcissist toxic ex gf left me, I was having panic attack and suicidal thoughts then this girl lifted me up. But again, here is a twist, we don't share same religion so our relationship might not ended with marriage but If I can't marry this new girl, I am not going to hunt girls. I might smash but won't gonna waste my time chasing girl. I am currently 26 and will fulfill my life with good career and healthy relationship with my family. I have one dream only, to visit Stamford bridge with my father (he loves Chelsea FC) and I want to fulfill that dream.