BP me noticed that something was not adding up as far as how "well" I lived my life, and the results I got from women. There was a vague sense that lack of game or SMV was the issue, and since I viewed game as something only assholes (who women hate) rely on, I decided to compensate for it by increasing my earning power. Surprise, it didn't work. Anyway, I'm enrolled in a full-time graduate program (Public Administration) while working full-time, which is a serious time constraint. I'll be done in Spring 2018 if I stick to the original plan. My employer is paying for this.

Since swallowing the pill (can I have 2?), I've come to view lifting as an important strategic goal. Is this something I should add to my already packed schedule now, or should I wait 1.5 years until I'm done earning the degree? I want to have an abundance mentality with time, but I also feel cheated out of what should have been my prime (I'm 26, n-count= 2, both ONS), and am half inclined to say "fuck this BP education, I'm going lifting, and failing my way to success at daygaming starting TODAY". Thoughts?

On a side note, you guys literally saved my life. Thank you. I found this sub while Googling random philosophical questions in anticipation of checking out. 2 months later, I look back at it and laugh. I'm still not where I want to be, but I now have a growing sense of "amused mastery" about the world, and am for the first time living life to please no one but myself. It's been really great, and I'm looking forward to making it better yet.