How come every unlucky person who got fucked over by life and got an abusive family/lives in the third world/has terrible health issues/etc isn't just a nihilist? And it's so much worse for men because we don't have the support systems or upliftment or help or even literally anybody giving one single solitary fuck about us. I've started feeling the pull to be a nihilist and I can't even fathom why I wasn't one all these years. It's the only way to live, right? When the cards are utterly stacked against you, why even play? What's the point?
