Not gonna sugarcoat any of this. I was married for over 15 years and in the last couple of years our marriage totally fell apart so I was having an affair with another girl and hooking up with escorts. I’ve been on my own now for three years and it seems like the longer I’m on my own the more I can’t even stand the thought of being with somebody. Even if it’s only by the hour. I see hot women and for a split second I wonder what it would be like to meet them. Then something strong inside of me just cringes and it makes me feel , “hell no!” I don’t wanna put up with their quirks , I don’t want to go through all the little hassles of their personalities or do things they want to do. Or tolerate them wanting to visit or take me somewhere, or even smelling weird smells coming from their bodies. I guess in a way maybe I’m turning into an asexual ? I’m just way too selfish to want to deal with anything that comes from them. Does anybody else feel the same way?
