21 M
A lot of my friends and people I used too talk too are either dead/jail/drug addicts/parents/only a few are working and I’m currently unemployed, currently living with my parents. They say is alright with me being here especially with the virus going around, I just feel like a total failure, I feel like I should be somewhere building myself.
I tell myself every morning that at least I’m not doing drugs or waking up at 3am for a baby, or both you know.
Got the internet all for myself, but Idk what to do with it other than listen to music or watch streams, I just feel so lost.
Not sure how to get out of this hole, I barely even go outside. I have the urge of driving at night.
Any advice?
