Here's a little background, I'm 21 years old I've been in a relationship for 3 years with a red pill girl (loves trump, has been homeschooled her whole life, smoking hot, hates feminists, I took her virginity, she made me work to fuck her. She knows I'm the boss, and thinks every girl that talks to me wants to fuck me. Perfect) I've been in college for 2 years I'm studying to be an actuary.

I can't hold a job for very long because I'm not making what I'd like to make and won't settle on it. I've saved up a bunch of money and I have a small business that makes decent money.

I'm not sure where my problem is but I just don't feel happy. I feel as if my strive to be successful is keeping me from being happy, and I'm afraid no matter how successful I realistically am I won't ever be happy. Even though to others I'm successful. I try and convince myself that I'm happy but it doesn't work.

I don't lift or anything I have a naturally athletic build.. what do you guys think? Am I stupid in being depressed for seemingly no reason? Or can you just be depressed for no reason?