i finally found peace with going with out any hookups/sex.im on the right path i need to live life to its max fun level.i always been a red piller since 1997.ive seen male relatives destroyed in family courts.losing custody of their kids,property,money...all to make the woman happy.i lived a careful life:i have no kids..never been married...never wanted it either.i always knew i lived in a nation(usa) that sided with women.i did ntry to live with a few women,worst mistake ever!its like living with hitler!! you cant text,no laughing,you cant watch tv.you always have to be the one that goings out and get food and or watch their kids from a failed relationships...i look back and cant see,even as a red piller,how i dealt with that shit for so long.but i was careful to never get kids or married to any of them.i always lived by a personal code of "break-free-easy"...which means i never had ties to the women as EVERY single chick i met always gave up easy or never was serious in the first place.my life always stayed on track:i have a good job,a home,hobbies,a sound mind.i never allowed women to knock me off track...mgtow preaches to men to just walk away from women and walk their own path.i always walked my own path any ways.every since 1997,i knew to always find my own way and never depend on a woman for that because women are illogical little "kids of uncle sam".once you understand that,you will see the world diffently.
i survived pure hell with my ex,we lasted for 6 months before i had to escape her.she was a damaged soul.she accused me of stuff i didnt do.would get angry at me for playing call of duty while she was doing nothing..she would call me just to sit on the phone...and talk about literally nothing..she would start arguements for no reason...we had a good relationship for the first 4 months(i told her i didnt want marriage or to live together,as a man,i have the law stacked against me).she found out i was a mgtow(which i explained it to her,she was angry she couldnt control me! she then got violent,started to hit me and lie on me.i refused to take it.i ended it with her cold and i now enjoy the sweet sound of silence...no call from her or any woman...you dont enjoy quiet until you lose it.i have talked to over 10 men...married and formerly married and all of them say they miss the sound of silence!
i had addiction to dating apps and quick hookup sex...how did i beat that addiction?? easy,i burned myself out on it!!! lol i got sick of the shit tests,the flakes and over all work it took...the reward was 5 mins of lust before they ghosted on me like always...not any more...im too old for this shit! im gonna find a new hobbie to replace chasing sex,it will just end lies,time wasted, and possible jail and child support in this wicked system!
