I can’t complain or vent without some asshole mod getting uppity. I have a right to express how I feel. I’m not whining about getting attention from girls I’m frustrated that I have to acknowledge their existence. Being gay or even better asexual would be hugely beneficial for me. I’m tired of looking at women. Women are only useful for one thing and all I’m saying is that if the cannot be useful to me as a young man than I shouldn’t desire them. I should be free to pursue things that are meaningful.