Well, I must kinda write a biography to adress my problem. I will turn 20 on september, I'm from Algeria, a half conservative and half emancipated society. I have sadly known some feminists in late 2018 and got convinced by their ideas, until I got redpill raged on May/June 2019 after seeing how narcisstic they are, how they express misandry openly, after reading The Feminist Lie book by Bob Lewis, reading evopsy by David Buss... etc and especially [thankfully] after knowing about MGTOW... as a whole, after discovering true nature of women and girls I entered into deep depression ever since, injured myself, all my fantasy dreams of getting laid and having a caring partner and a happy relationship vanished. I hate to say this, but I'm an incel, I never got in a stable relationship, only superficial and long distance ones who ended up either by cheating or leaving me for no reason, my friends even bully me sometimes for that, I never had sex, even a kiss while my friends lost their virginities in their 15s-18s. Everytime I masturbate I start dropping tears, I get jealous when I see a happy couple holding hands passing by cuz I never lived that moment, whenever I try to flirt I get awkward answers or rejections, I read some dating advice books like Models by Mark Manson but didn't help, now I can't swallow the redpill that says women don't love inconditionally but seems like I have to, sorry for this over emotionnal text but believe me I found no one to talk to, nowhere to express my feelings, I'm even crying right now by writing this text, I failed two consecutive years of college because of depression, I'm even thinking of suicide as the last solution to end my pain if it doesn't end n another way. Fellow MGTOWs, how do you deal with the fact that you live alone without the need of those shitty creatures aka women? Any help is appreciated Help me
