what i learned from the ever being fear of time.

I wanna wright this to connect and learn.

i am 28 years old and there are some things i know now that i would really have liked to have known when i was 15. The forever blinding light of hindsight.

1: HYPERGAMI. If i would have learned about this feature installed in the female human being i would not have been so awkward all the damn time around the girls. Because i would have relaxed more on thinking that it do's not matter how much effort i make on impressing the girls.

2: A MAN IS ONLY BEING APPRECIATED IF HE BRINGS MEAT ON THE TABLE. I was shivering with angst in my teenage years. I was always afraid of what others would think of me. I hated being criticized ( still do). I would always rage against the sky's screaming and asking why i was cursed.

Taking my drivers license was a bitch. I have failed twice and have wasted a lot of money on that. but the thing about it was that, when i took the drivers license back then, i saw it more as a thing that 'you're are supposed to have when you're 18 years old. After i got monkey branched by my first girlfriend as a 24 year old rookie i understood that love do's not exist. And suddenly i had a purpose. I had a reason for myself to take the drivers license. So i just need the money for it now.

But i cant stop thinking about this guys. Is there forces on this globe that are trying to keep young boys from this vital information? or is it just me?

is it fathers who are neglecting?

is it the feminazi?

or is this modern society a reflection of the imperfect human being?

peace to all. I appreciate every member of this group. Thank you for you wisdom and guidance and a wish of great health to all.