This is how simple I think the problem is and why I go my own way.
Civilization has fixed so many problems or at least alienated us from them that I don't feel needed anymore. I can walk the streets safe, which is great, but at the same time.. I find myself bored with the entire situation. I want to be feel more independent, do something more than just be a consumer. I want life to be more rough and exciting. A normal life is so unappealing especially when a relationship with a woman can't offer any stability long term. It feels like a lose-lose situation.
I have a plan in place, I'm just wondering if any of you feel the same?
