Yes in 2015 and 2016 I was a different guy and was partying a lot but I hate partying now and hate stepping out of the house. So I basically work from 10 am to 6:30 pm and come home. My cousins force me out of the house but if it was upto me I would block everyone's number from my life, watch some sitcoms everyday and sleep

I am paranoid, anxious and am very careful around people so as no to offend them. People can be vindictive and I have been betrayed a lot. I message my boss everyday asking if i have done anything wrong.