i can only think about women and sex and cant fucking do anything else. I just want to have sex and am on instagram imagining other people doing it. I have weird cuck fetishes since i was a teen and cant seem to do anything about it. Secondly, i cant reach my true potential as i am afraid and paranoid at all times and keep apologising to people. I feel guilty at all times and at 23 my friends are doing waaaay better than me. Idk what to do about it
going to shrinks etc hasnt been able to help me out. I just cant follow the middle path or do anything in life that i can continue with for more than a week. Women around me are way too hot and i just cant get it out of my mind and cant stop imagining what all they would be doing in bed. The last i had sex was 4 years ago. Having sex once with a hooker wont solve my problems.
I am also working for a startup and am sometimes sitting idle in the office. Can you guys tell me what to do with my free time?
