So I'm essentially a man sent my own way, but I found myself sitting next to an ugly girl, and said fuck it she probably doesn't get hit on a lot. Started a conversation, grabbed her phone number. She started showing some pretty paranoid tendencies. Like I asked her to send a pic, she said "of what," I said "your dog, you just said you have a dog" A few other red flags, but fuck it I want to get laid. She mentions she has free time, I ask her out, wow when they're interested in you it really is that easy huh? Of course all those other girls I've been messaging all the years were trying, just not with me. On the first date she starts talking about her abusive ex's, she even says something like "I don't get it he was so blah and blah and pretty" Yea sure he was all those other things, and looks weren't the main reason. Didn't mention if she stuck with them past being beat, but from context sure seems like it. As we finish our food, I ask her if she thinks she'll want to see me again (I still want to fuck her) she starts getting into a long speech, with the jist of it being I'm not religious and she is (something she knew before the first date) and that eventually it'd be a problem. I cut her off eventually and say "ok no problem, you want to split the bill?" She agrees to split the bill but also gets offended at this point, says she didn't actually reject me, and was just airing her thoughts (mhmm suuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeee) but seemingly the act of me rejecting her makes me more valuable.

We continue chatting outside the restaurant, I reassure her I would never beat her (I won't) and we get into a conversation about my finer points and things I can contribute to a relationship. She seems more at ease, we wind up having a fun chat, after we part ways she texts me something like "you're really nice, I can't wait to see you again, sorry I was so weird at the end." Funny she lost any chance with me the second she mentioned she justified being with an abusive man because he was attractive. In another life I'd think a woman could do no wrong, and would try to marry her. But no, she even said she chose assholes on purpose to get back at her parents. She was ready to reject me over nothing, because I'm not attractive. There's no question in my mind I'll eventually live to hurt her, and I'll have no regrets. She hasn't changed, she still wants a Chad, if she wound up with me we'd have a shitty sex life, and then eventually let Chad do things to her she wouldn't let me do. She's ruined any chance she'll ever have at making a man happy, I know that now. Thank you MGTOW.

Also for casual lurkers I don't support beating women. I just support knowing that if a woman chooses assholes on purpose, she doesn't make good LTR material.