See, I have partaken in to a active hobby/sport for several years with enough good and bad experiences to say the least.
yet lately it seems every time I exercise, I tend to get flustered and think back about the shitty experiences and have no real goal with the actual hobby in question.
It's great to do and have nothing but positive things to say about it, yet it has come to a point that I just tend to think negatively about things that happened (with me or around me) and wonder why I even engage. Only to remind myself how far I have come (would be a loss to just up and quit), but with no end in sight as well.
I'm sorry if it's too confusing to understand where I'm going at, yet still I'm grateful for any insight achieved.
