I promise I’m over this cumdump but I’m not over this major ego bruise. This is a painfully long story but I’m going to shorten it to get right to the point.
Basically, this girl rejected me (along with using me and manipulating me as you can see from my last post) and said word for word “the thought of having sex with you is repulsive to me. I feel no attraction at all.” I stupidly chased after her for 2 years because I genuinely felt like she’d come around but she never, ever ever did. I’ll never forget the disgust and fear in her eyes when I tried to kiss her (after she invited me over pretending she wanted to have sex).
However this same girl fucked a literal cockroach of a dude, just a complete and utter degenerate in ways I don’t even feel like going into, within a week of meeting him. They fucked constantly and according to her, he came inside almost every time. Said she fell in love with him. Now, not only is this dude extremely low tier character wise but lookswise he’s FAR inferior to me too. I have the body of a fitness model (I get told often) and he’s got no muscle tone at all ,kinda fat actually and has hair on his torso 🤢 A literal insect yet she was him worthy of doing EVERYTHING to her yet saw me unworthy of even a hug.
I would put her as a stupid and move on but that contrast eats at me. How do I get over being the a losing end to that?
