Title has it all..

I feel so lonely in the marriage, combined with depression.

There are so many incompatibilities with my partner that I’m unable to feel peace or freedom with her.

I want to leave her, I really do..

The problem is that I’ve developed severe social anxiety, as well as the feeling of feeling inadequate… results of the marriage.

I’ve become alcohol dependent, and i’m slowly killing myself.

I don’t know what to do.