Long story short, saw this girl in one of my classes last semester and been beta af when it comes to her. I've been lifting, reading and focusing on my education but i cant get her out of my head. I keep putting her on a pedestal and have to see her every monday and wednesday for the next two months before she graduates.

I've never actually talked to her/gotten rejected by her but i sat next to her a few times last semester without saying a word (like a fkn creep), but i had other friends on my other side.

Her bestfriend was in one of my classes last year and was giving me eye contact and touching my arm but i was too much of a dumbass to realize and i later followed her instagram without officially being on a first-name basis. (we were just grouped together in class a few times when her kino happened)

At this point, i cant stop creeping her social media profiles just hoping she doesnt have a boyfriend. I keep putting her on a mental pedestal as you often do with things you cant have.

I dont have the confidence or SMV yet to get her, so i just wanna get over her at this point so i can fkn focus. Please help.