I'm in a difficult place right now and tried to talk to the national suicide prevention hotline, they've demanded my email and personal information before chatting with me, if they don't have my sellable info, then kill yourself cunt.

I've tried to post to other subreddits, the mods have deleted my post as is expected. I wish I had therapist money but I don't, fucking tragic to learn the resources I'm supposed to depend on just dismiss me.

I'm probably just gonna get lousy drunk so don't worry about me, but if I was legit suicidal, nice to know the resources available ignore me.