I know I'm not in all the right things in life, but romantically I just may be.

I'm with my LTR right now, and things are going much better than I expected. She is the most submissive and feminine creature I've been with.

Its great. Its too good. I'm afraid.

I don't wanna fall for her. I know she's not IN LOVE with me, she's in love with how I make her feel. I've been heartbroken in the past and I just can't allow myself to succumb to oneitis.

I see some RPers would straight up tell me to let her go; I'm in too deep. Others would say: just enjoy the ride, all good things come to an end.

I've very aloof and I haven't even told her "I like you" in 5 months of dating. I get annoyed if she calls me her boyfriend. This dynamic works and its great.

Frankly, I don't see myself being with her more than 1-2 years. I love the way things are, but she's a good 1-2 SMV points below me, and that different will dramatically rise up because of exponential status growth in the coming years.

Stay? Leave? Stay distant?