After asking my father why I was circumcised as a boy this evening, which he nonchalantly replied with because God counts that as a blessing, which absolutely knocked my heels upside down. I don't want to have kids... ever! FUCK!

Besides the circumcision, there is the shitty religion and pressure of marriage, which was thrown at me in my teens. Growing up with rubbish parents absolutely does it for me. To top it all off with the unnecessary suffering of psychological and physical abuse with a little twist at the end of it saying "It was all to help you," fucking great.

Needed to get this off my chest