Background : abused by mother at ages-5 -9. Then she placed me in foster care for 99 months. I was never allowed to communicate with females in the group homes for any reason .

It was basically like a prison. I am aware of how selfish women are but I noticed that at ages 14-17 I displayed traits of a jerk that got women to do things for me .

At age 18 I purposely decided to be nice to women ,kind generous, respectful. I just turned 26 a few weeks ago and I decided to go back to the way I was at ages 14-17.

The only difference is that I am more self aware of myself my skill set , and will play to my strengths a lot more now.

While I was always aware of women being lesser than I, I was not aware of my contempt for them. I now treat them like tall seven year olds. Each age- above 17 I subtract 7 years from them and treat them accordingly to their environmental influences factors.

This keeps me from remotely coming off as hostile subconsciously. Black women usually refuse me, but get pissed when any woman of another race is getting at me.

I am more comfortable being incredibly ruthless provided I am not murdering anyone and raping anyone.

Foster homes that do police moves on you for not going to time out , will train you to be like this. Men do not challenge after the first person does. Humanity is a bag of bones,water,and meat. I however am friends with certain people--outcasts only.

Redpill hit me after a woman with a kid tried to use me for money and decided to sleep with guys right next to my apt as we are neighbors and get pissed off cuz I ignored her for 6 months while living literally five steps across from her.

I have learned to treat women like objects since a child, but Now since I'm young and want to use my sex drive while its high and make up for the lack of female contact that normal males in society take for granted, I am extra powerful in terms of how I set boundaries.

A woman will potentially not be looked at for any reason that doesn't involves sex.( with the exception of alliances of males and their mothers). I do not give them the time of day when it comes to attention. I have often gotten success this way.

Actions speak louder than words. And with them being tall 7 year olds, they love mystery, vagueness,playing around,boundaries. I will protect me and only me.

Forgiveness is a gift.

I only know anger and pain. But they are merely tools in my toolbox for focus and productivity. It takes a master to play with weapons like anger. I am more comfortable with destruction.

It is more natural for me .My mom was military and she made me do pushups ,flood kicks,and lift weights as a child, so I was pretty strong. When I am ruthless about what I feel and show it women like me. I know women are covert speakers.

So when they talk to me about anything and they stop me for anything and I do not know them, I only pay attention for sex .

It is hard for me to play the game if I am flat out blatant about them not being useless outside of sex , but It does work. I am rude to women but I occasionally nice to them once a month(personality wise).

Other than that I am upfront about what I want and will tell them they have nothing to offer me and they are a waste of time. This is after I make room for other stuff that does not involve them. Becoming immune to its effects is important.

The anger phase is not that big because it is like adding more topping on a pizza that is already filled so it is much easier for me to apply it. Thank you redpill. Any tips?