Recently I've been developing my self quite a bit and also read The Rational Male, and other TRP material. I finally got to a point in my life where I can rely on myself to provide what I need, and I don't feel that it's necessary to be with a woman to be happy. I'd still like to develop game as it's a skill I've always wanted to develop, but after reading these books I feel like I've become misogynistic and I don't see myself being successful with that kind of mind set.

I want to develop game to have control over this part of my life, but at the same time I seem to really dislike female behavior.

I think that my lack of experience with game has left me with only negativity associated with women through the books I've read. Some books state how the writer's love females for what they are, like in The Way of the Superior Man, but I'm never convinced. I feel like there's nothing positive to be gained by being with women besides sex, but I'd like to be convinced otherwise.

Perhaps I now need some infield experience to break through this?