First, im sorry for my grammar. English isnt my native language, but il try...

In about 2 weeks my ex(32f) will be gone from my house. I (34m) have been with her for 4 years... 4 long shitty years... i didnt enjoy it at all. The only reason i tried staying with her was because of my daughter who is now 3. But i just Couldnt hold it out any longer.

She delibrate got pregnant with me and thought i wouldnt leave her cause of it. And though i love my daughter , it never was easy. She always loved her work more then me or our daughter. She is a workaholic bevond words... i also work full time yet it was always me who puts our daughter in bed, gets her out of bed. Feeding her, clothing her. Getting ready for school. Cleaning the house and cooking. And to make matters harder, i hardly got any love. Zero sex life. 2 months ago i filed a divorce and it got even worse... screaming at me, half the time staying with a friend leaving me to take care of our Child. Last time she tried to chocke me because she went crazy when i called her out for it. (This does sound worse then it was, she isnt exactly strong. But the thought she did it...) Im gonna be so relieved when this is over... its gonna be 50 50 , so 1 week she will stay with her and the next week with me.

I just feel like shit. Im tired of this. I think im depressed. All i wanted is to feel loved, but here i am feeling like shit and alone.. I just hope my Child will be taken care of when she is with her. I know i will spoil her when she comes to me.

Anyone here with a similar situation? How to move on from this?