It’s been half a year since I’ve been divorced from my ex wife. I moved back to my hometown across the country. I’m on my feet getting my life somewhat back together. These last couple months she hasn’t left my head. Nothing crazy like thinking about her all the time. Just moments, things that remind me of her that remind me of my old life. I’m not lonely, I just feel as if when I meet a new woman or go on dates they aren’t what I want. I still hold them up to her.