A little background: I was with her for 7 years and we have 2 beautiful amazing girls together. There had been a lot of tension in the relationship caused by a mix of her spending a lot of money (she was a stay at home mom) and also me never being home because I was always working to keep up with the bills. I never stopped loving her, I just wanted things to get better but the more time went on the worse things got.

8 months ago she came home late and I tried to talk to her about things and what we could do to make things better but she didn’t want to talk. (She suffers from anxiety) but instead of talking it ended with her leaving. I never wanted her to leave, grand my daughters are my whole world and when she left it felt like my whole world got destroyed. Everyone kept telling me things would get better with time but every day that passes gets harder being apart from her.

As far as my daughters go I have them pretty much any time I want (I still work a lot) but I make sure I have them at least every weekend.

I just don’t know how to go on without her, I don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel, I just see it getting narrower and darker the further I go.