I am almost 17, male and haven't talked to many people outside my friends/family due to being out of education for a few years but am getting back into it soon and will be more social. I am wondering how prevelant misandry is outside of social media, weather the people I meet will be seeing this misandristic content on social media and how diverse people really are? Which age ranges are more prone to misandry and how can I go about choosing/making friends?

I am feminine-ish, sometimes wear nail polish have a soft personality etc and don't quite know how this will be percieved when I get back into the social world, I do feel quite lonely due to this style/personality seeming uncommon in my half of the population from what I have seen. I am anxious about the life ahead of me and seeing all this sexism against my half of the population on social media for the past few years has damaged me in ways that have left me suicidal, self harming etc. (I made the misandry is making me suicidal post a while back but i keep deleting my accounts on here because I want to be less exposed to misandry but annoyances and biases bring me back here.)

So I am pretty much wondering how prepared I should be for misandry irl and how I should navigate the years ahead of me? I want to be happy and find people to enjoy being with I am just extremely anxious due to everything I have seen on social media, the internet and news for the past few years.