As a 19 year old there’s others out there like me the same age and younger taking a dose of the Red Pill without experiencing life as a whole, I know they’ll show up if they have a breakup or something what happened to them it’s the beginning of life just live it, do the things you enjoy, hangout with friends or spending time with family but to hop on YouTube and listen to a bunch of dudes tell you to apply this and that to your life which some were helpful, but overall just live your life before joining some group that ain’t going to help you move forward.