I got into a situation with an older female we were hooking up the whole month of september-october. After October she started to fizzle out on me, stopped initiating. I tried making plans two times in November. And she gave luke warm answers. In December she walked over to my house and "wanted to applogize that she ghosted and that she does that" which I dont understand. But she told me "I should text her" which I took for I should orbit her.

We havent had any communication since then. Part of me really wants to text her because I would like to see if she wants to hang. But I dont want to continue chasing her if she isnt giving the same energy back to me.

Am I being a Blue Pill chump? Would be alright to initate adter being two months?