She is not saying that she wants a succesfull and extrordinary life Like Those amazing Instagram profiles. A buff husband with a Nice car. Excuse me for Raging. I Am a welder And it’s just that i like what i do but i keep thinking that when inhaling welding fumes while a Big percentage of my pay is going to the wellfair society so that a cute little hotty Can go take filosofi classes or social working classes and not live that extra ordinary but still manage.

It’s just that i am in my 30” now and to be honest i have actually only have had girlsfriend for six months and i was simp my entitet life, I have had some succes with women but with things going as they are i am doubting that i Will ever have kids :(. I did not have a good childhood it’s was full of abuse so i did a lot of time in therapy. And i am not ugly i am pretty and athletic but i just took a lot of time breaking the social codes.

I just feel like there is no hope, cold approaching dos not work And i pay tinder Gold and i just get no results. I wish i had spended more time building wealth than chasing stacy in my early 20”. What do you Think guys? It just feels Line the end of days. I have friende and i get social in the football club but i just feel like i am invollentarely getting single and forever alone…