Hello, if this is the inappropriate place to ask this please redirect me to where I can happily ask.

Context: I suffered from being (and still am) a mamas boy. No matter what happens I always feel bad for leaving someone or just overall not talking to them. But I’ve been looking into “The Red Pill” and I truly believe it is the right thing for me. I have been abused and manipulated by woman and I need to wake up (I don’t care if this is MISOGYNISTIC sweetie we’re in a male dominated society)

I want to know what can I do to wake up?