So this is kinda an embarrassing post. Turning 26 today. Never had a girlfriend, just empty casual situations and I’m really starting to panic about my age and lack of experience. I need help with this. I’ve pushed away and burned bridges with women who I’ve liked just because i get butthurt too easily.

Despite telling myself that women are just humans I get nervous around women and as a result have a nervous attachment style to women I’m interested in. This also makes platonic friendships nearly impossible which makes the toxic red pill saying “men and women can’t be friends” pretty convincing unfortunately.

All this seriously makes me dread my future relationships and honestly just makes me want to give up and accept I’ll never. Not sure how to stop other than not trying altogether.