Title. Not sure if this sub is right for this but… I (25m)was talking to someone I was friends with(f) this year while I was living in a different city I moved out of a year ago

This thanksgiving while visiting parents I reached out asking if she wanted to hang but never got a response for two days so I blocked her

This accomplished nothing and made me overthink even more. Probably makes me look very toxic and simpish

I was the only guy in this friend group and making close female friends help me develop out of toxic mindsets like red/black pill. This decision just feels petty Should I re follow and just come clean or did I permanently ruin this friendship?