I hate that the Red Pill name is almost meaningless now. Originally about seeing the reality of the world about everything, not just dating, and it turned into this massive debate on whether women are actually human enough to be treated with a basic level of respect, and easy lessons on raping them.

I hate that I just used to be this adorable and funny little nerd that played video games with my dudes and worked on my career and legacy. Then it collapsed into this thing where I was suddenly being rejected by most of them (full silent treatments for months by the way), but then not even really being able to get over it and grieve because they learned this fun little game on Red Pill on how to drive me absolutely mad by gaslighting me and sending me disappearing friend requests, messages that aren't there but you know you saw their name on the phone alert, somehow putting messages in your inbox that have really old dates, and other really fucked up shit, then smearing your rep and laughing with your friends over what you knew would happen anyways. You mother fuckers broke my brain, broke my life, on purpose, and then walked away, over and over, but then never really leaving, for years. And now you wanna "talk about it" when I start publically talking about how I was treated (without using your names of course, mmmkay). It's cute to the ones that have tried to infiltrate back into my inner circle. Haha! You're smart, but you still haven't figured out the patten and I seeeee youuuu.

One of my partners learned how to break me mentally on Red Pill by love bombing me hard, punishing me with withholding affection if I was not behaving, getting coerced confessions from the panic that develops from it (which is normal according to science and also abusive) because they've taught you interrogation tactics that are known to cause those reactions, and relabeled the human's odd tendency to confess to crimes they didn't commit when certain mental buttons are pushed. So the creators of Red Pill knew these things about human behaviour and manipulated it in such a way to basically give you all a feedback loop of dopamine that came from the cause and effect (at the time you think you truly have been given the secret to seeing behind the curtain) being spot on based on whatever behaviors you were taught to use to get what you wanted from the woman.

I was that woman, over and over and over and over. My Red Pill "friends" broke me, befriended me knowing they were fucking with my head, used certain tricks to making me fall in love with them despite my wishes because they knew I was a "pick me" girl and had zero boundaries (and was constantly rejected by my husband because he was being taught that women are shite from MGTOW despite me having proved my worth over and over and building a life with him for almost 20-years for some chucklefuck online to convince him I'm garbage), constantly bulldozing through my boundaries, causing me to eventually become mean, then get mad at me for having to get to that point, then smearing my reputation because you're a fucked person who can't handle rejection so much so that you're willing to destroy a woman's life and business because she said she didn't want your dick pics and to lick your balls.

I want the gentlemen back. I would absolutely become a proper lady again if we get rid of this insanely abusive and damaging shit. These men are garbage and they know it. And they're dangerous because they go ruin people's lives for fun. It can all be total lies and it does not matter. That's the Red Pill, baby! They will fabricate transcripts and create conversations with your name on it but you didn't write it, rally their men together to then fuck with that woman's life on a massive scale, create conspiracies, edit audio totally out of context (which only further enrages the mob), hack her devices (totally caught it by the way), listen to her private conversations and laugh with your friends when you hear her going through her flashbacks and episodes in her room privately, and alone, and not asking a friend to talk because you're too scared of "bothering them" or "embarrassing" yourself. I hate that it's hard to find men that trust because of these skanks that give women a bad name.

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!

God, what a massively fucked up decade I've been through having involuntarily been recruited into a cult and basically brainwashed against my will using known tactics, then ghosting my ass and blaming me for the addiction you created. Then you wanna fucking blackmail me when I figure it all out? Holy. Fucking. Shit. Then getting mad at me because I would loooooovee to tell the world and warn other women but I can't because I'm being blackmailed and I like my privacy over my stupid spat with you over your make believe world of things I didn't do.

I hate what Red Pill did to men.

I hate what Red Pill did to woman.

I hate what Red Pill did to relationships.

I hate what Red Pill did to families.

I hate that Red Pill made me terrified to make a mistake, even if it's a very normal and human behaviour.

I hate that Red Pill made me feel bad about my body.

I hate that Red Pill shamed wonderful parts of my femininity.

I hate what Red Pill did to us.

It was never supposed to be like this.

It was supposed to help us love each other better, fuck each other better, keep each other entertained better, understand each other better, and treat each other better.

Mark Manson needs to come save the Red Pill. If anyone can do it, that dude can. ✌🏼