18 Female, lesbian, ex-redpill 1 year.

The reason? I was using sex I had at 14 as an étalon for what sex should be like in general. [I lost my virginity to a boy]

Back then I didn't really put too much attention into sex other than associating sex with "forbidden" or whatever. I have been getting a "dead bedroom" feeling lately where any kind of sexual attraction is boring, because sex at 14 had a fear of being caught and forbiddenness, while adult sex is just imo people "sitting down and doing things", if it is possible to put it like this.

I'm so glad I got over this dumb teenage stuff.