Fell into the redpill rabbit hole since my ex gf broke up with me(in high school I'm 25 now) I haven't had a date since high school. I'm tired of being lonely. People should STOP recommending dating apps. They only benefit women. Everytime I tried to meet people at social events nothing happened. It's hard making friends let alone finding dates. I hate being an ugly man. Everytime I go out in public most of the women my age are with wealthy guys or above average guys. The only normal people I see is when they're older(40+).

Also I'm in college full time and Its awkward talking to 18 and 19 year olds so I don't do any clubs after school. I also work late weekends so anytime a concert or event comes up I work. I feel like it'll always be this way. No amount of working out or "just love yourself" is going to fix this. I've tried everything.