I had a mate that was so in to this shit. I never got it.... I just thought it was manipulative bullshit and wasn't interested. I haven't seen the bloke in 10 years. He got right in to this shit and like cosmic stuff but just went right down the rabbit hole. Poor bloke got lost. Stays at home with his mum these days (30yr old male). Tried to help but you can't help someone who won't help themselves. Sad. - frpm someone