One thing i've noticed is that the more you enable and allow men's shitty behaviour the more they will do what they want without any repurcusions even if that means hurting other women including you. The thing is, they can apologise and promise you that they will change but guess what they won't! They will continue getting away with pushing your boundaries as LONG AS YOU LET THEM. You may try and lie to yourself and conjure up some image of who you want him to be, but you need to let go of that gurl! He is never going to change. EVER. Do yourself a favour and accept him as he is, as painful and difficult as it is i want you to ask yourself this: Would I want my daughter/younger sister (or a girl you really love) to be in a situation like this? Would I be okay with my sister/daughters relationship if it was like this? What is it deep inside of me that makes me feel more attracted to someone who makes me feel like shit? Your answer is probably no to the first two. So why do you continue this pointless relationship then? Why continue holding onto something with no strong foundation? I left a situationship and it was hard for me so believe me i KNOW how hard it is, but sis, just know that your life will get better without him. Do not be afraid to let go ❤ FDS is here for you💕