And i feel so fucking stupid for this being like this. Normally im pretty nonchalant with people and don't put too much emotions into things or people however when I like a guy i totally get tunnel vision and just talk to them only and this has always bite me in the ass everytime because by fault im more focus on them then they are with me because i have no other options plus i legit have no real social life so im more free for these guys which is another bad thing , i do work alot but after that im at home, bored and have very little friends. I recently have been going to therapy and found out that I have bad abandonment issues that play a huge role in how I date and im learning to not be a pickmesha anymore. My newest fwb mocked me for only wanting to sleep with him but once i told him the truth; that i wanted to sleep or talk to other men other than him he didn't like that even though he's talking to other women, its funny how men treat you when you're a pickmesha but once you give them the same energy back they fucking hate it. Im starting to fall in love with myself more and more