I thought I was doing things right and I honestly think for the first time in my life.. I may be and Im getting there. I love my life - job, home, hobbies, friends. I'll admit the lock downs had gotten me a bit more down than usual. But I've picked up an extra sport, and had a bunch of social distancing dates with different men. I'm doing good.

Dating is all fun until there's the one I like more out of the others. Over this weekend I was disappointed in his lack of keeping in touch. Our dates were super lovely but i think something changed over the weekend. I know I should pull back and take it easy but it's just disappointing. Sigh. Back to the beginning again.