TW: Suicide (I don't usually do trigger warnings)

Life just shits on you constantly and you have to grin and bear it.
You can't tell you're SO what's wrong, you have to grin and bear it.
Boss is abusing you in some way shape or form, grin and bear.
State destroys your life over bullshit, grin and bear.

I know about men's issues... I know about the suicide statistics.
I participated in a survey once and it never finished. People don't care.
The weird thing is, I wasn't even sad when I did it before.
The sun was rising, the birds were chirping, I just finished playing dark souls with the boys...
And I decided to take a couple hundred pills and a fifth of vodka. At some point I must have made a cry out for help online. Woke up 2 weeks later...

Death is a comforting thought from there forward. At any point when it becomes too much I can just quit. Exit game. Stop playing.