Hi everyone, I’ve been lurking here for a while without having much to add to the board since I’m relatively new to MGTOW, so I decided to keep my mouth shut but I have a question. Let me preface this by saying that it’s a personal matter that might not be interesting to a whole lot of you, so sorry for not contributing much. I’ve been with my gf now, I’ve known her for about 10 years during which she’s always been into me, and she never had really any experience with another man. We‘be been going out for a while now, and it’s not been a smooth ride, we share some great moments together but we’ve almost broke up not long ago. Since we’ve been together I’ve let myself go downhill, especially physically, I used to be very athletic when I was single but now I look like the Michelin man. A lot of our friends are getting married and/or moving together which puts pressure on me to “officialise” what we have, but I’m scared shitless of actually taking the steps, and I fear once it’s in motion there will be no turning back. I don’t know what to do, this relationship has taken its toll on me, but I fear the loneliness that might come with going my own way, how do you go about feeling emotionally fulfilled when you go through life alone ? Cheers