I guess I could be out having lots of sex with hot girls, judging from how open and easy everyone seems to be now. I've been out of the main culture for a while now, and doing my own thing for about 6 years. Don't really keep friends at all. Mainly because I don't like being constantly shit tested, and yes, men shit test too. I value my body and my health and I strive to make positive changes for myself, but that makes me a huge outcast. Everywhere you go you get sized up for how much value you bring. Not with honesty or integrity or decency to really make a person's life better, but with money, or what you can do to help someone else look cool. Telling someone that I don't plan on having a lifelong career and doing the family thing really turns them off. THOTS can instinctively tell if you're going to be a simpleton or not, and when they see that they can't manipulate you and extract anything from you, then you're of no use to them. I spend most of my time alone, and only interact with people to get business done in order to live. Social situations for having fun and relaxing are anything but that, but instead seem very stressful and competitive. I am happy because I know that I've made the right choice in going my own way, and I've developed a lifestyle all of my own that makes me happy. Just wondering if there is anyone else out there that sees the system for what it is? Depleting and agonizing for the true inner man inside.