Hi, my first post and I need help. I am 22 years old and I think I love my best friend, I know her for like 5years and kinda liked her for about 3 years now, I helped her when she was angry at her bf and when they breakup I helped her too but she continued to fuck him when he call her and I was very sad for a period of time and had some suicidal thoughts. Nowadays they don't talk and I continue a friendship with her, I think she thinks of me as her best friend and an important people in her life but I want more. We have been kinda away from each other while college because different cities, but now we are in hometown and she asks me like twice a week to go out like dinner or coffee only with her. I don't know if I have a chance or if she just use me for company until she find another guy or the ex calls back. Notes: English not my main language, I have had like only 2 girls in the recent 4 years,one ons and the other like fwb, in my free times I do martial arts but I still think about her too much