Well, it's my first time sharing this with anyone besides my best friend, but i think that you guys can give me better advices. There i was, alone on a Friday night, summer time, having a good time. My cousin who lives 250 km away from me invites me to her birthday party. Obviously i say yes, and go to her party the next day. Not having any expectations, just wanted to have some fun. But then it happened, meet this amazing girl (that's what i thought at first). We went along great almost immediately the same day. We remained in contact, sending memes and shit, talking almost every day. We finally got together, in a long distance relationship, a stupid decision on my side, but i just loved her too much and was blinded by love. For the first 2 months everything was amazing, we were very happy together. But then something strange happened, and she started to distance herself from me, didn't think much about it at first. Some time passes, seems like everything was going fine again, until one day she just tells me to fuck off and to never contact her. At first it was hard, but i accepted her choice and disappeared for about 8 months. Then she messages me, saying that she misses me and all that shit. Obviously, i fall for it and tell her i want to see her, we agreed on a day. Everything was fine, we had fun and all. The day after i message her if she wants to remain in contact and be friends,and she just tells me, once again, to fuck off and never contact her again. I don't know what the fuck is the problem with this bitch. But now i feel lost, and don't know what to do. Sorry for the long text, but if you could help me, I'd be grateful