I have been on here for a little while now. First time Im having enough courage to speak up. Im struggling to stay positive guys. I was raised bluepill. I took the redpill at highschool when I noticed girls had no conscience. Im 28 never dated, I have that glimpse of hope that il meet a unicorn some day.. and that hope is killing me. Its not realistic but one gotta believe in miracles sometimes.

I never been hurt myself by girls. I never let them any chance to do so. Avoided them at all cost till today. Since ive never been hurt before its like my brain/hormones tell me that im a loser for never having tried. Im having a conflict with myself. I need help to stop being depressed over not having done something that would have made me even more depressed. If that makes sens.

English not my first language sorry.